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    22j
    J22 Anniversary today of mom's death. So prayer for/to her. A little walking, a little work, a little reading, and also paying attention to diet. I'm trying not to think about the medical exams for mid-September, which is turning out to be easier than I thought. Happy weekend to the members of the Masters! (and others too of course!)
    Book in progress
    Réflexions sur la littérature - Albert Thibaudet
    Page: 60 / 1745
    Voluntary porn viewing · 7min Cold shower Meditation Reading Kiss Close 267 days cumulative
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  • 0j
    J0 If only I have more of my memory of the images that I saw earlier 
    Edited 23 minutes ago
    Edging Voluntary porn viewing 1518 days cumulative
  • 0j
    J0 come on I have to start my books
    Started on 09/08/2026 à 10h00
    Addiction level: 1 fois par jour
    Goal set: 4 days
    420 days cumulative
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  • 2j
    J2 Impulses mastered today, what a pleasure to master them
    Cold shower Workout 825 days cumulative
  • 13j
    J13 For 13 days I have noticed the changes every day:

    Day 1 - 
    8 a.m.: extremely tired. I drank 2 glasses of rum, got drunk around midnight then did it again at 4am. Disgusting nightmare (tightening muscles in the lower left abdomen) because I'm cold with my wife.
    3 p.m. - stress and ds my bubble!! I shake my leg a lot! Still a little tense compared to this morning. And if I was home alone this afternoon it's almost certain that I would have been tempted by the sh*t.

    Day 2:
    8am - slept a lot better I needed it. No excitement. How are you. Nothing special 

    3 p.m. - I feel a lot better. Well, it's okay... I had lunch with X and another colleague of hers. Very nice. Good atmosphere. I was a joker. 

    Day 3:
    8 a.m. - RAS

    3 p.m. - RAS. A little tense in the legs. As per usual. I'm on pilottest it's so hard.
    I want to say that it is still thanks to StopFap that I passed my exam in 2019 and I am convinced of it.

    Day 4:
    8am - I still have the feeling of having gained confidence in myself... It's a simple feeling that I have. Safer... Less tired. Things are better with my wife.

    3 p.m. - flush. I'm going to fly with an AT3 in an aeroclub. First flight. 

    Day 5:
    8am - flush

    3 p.m. - flush. 
    Edging · 5min 267 days cumulative
  • 17j
    J17 Not easy but I managed these 17 days of abstinence
    Goal achieved: 17 days
  • 9j
    J9 Still there, we continue. Good luck to everyone.
    110 days cumulative
  • 0j
    J0 It's still running, my weight is decreasing day by day. Day 

    85kg. Fasting (from 100kg)

    My running performance is also improving day by day 

    I miss a job on the side 
    Started on 09/08/2026 à 17h18
    2288 days cumulative
  • 11j
    J11 It's crazy my desire doesn't decrease, it's almost every morning before waking up I have erotic dreams (not wet luckily) 
    I still feel sometimes that it’s hard to control but I stay on the trajectory. 
    Cold shower Workout · 1h20 478 days cumulative
  • 238j
    J238 It's probably reactionary... the impulse is particularly intense! 
    It is therefore particularly interesting to master it. 
    Maîtrise absolue. 900 days cumulative
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  • 1471j
    J1471 Well, like for my first child, the postpartum months are going to be tough, plus Madame has big bags with breastfeeding, so I'm sure I won't be indifferent...
    And a pregnant woman at the end of pregnancy is borderline nhympo so even harder to go through the big dry period while she recovers physically and emotionally...
    In a moment of weakness, I grabbed my cock but I held it really tight, telling myself that I had no right to fail there and let off steam outside to make a fence to evacuate under the dodger 😅
    New rank achieved: - Pape
    Edging · 1min 2534 days cumulative
  • 3j
    J3 Third day. Afternoon swimming pool in this heat!
    New rank achieved: Soldier
    Reading 1289 days cumulative
  • 1j
    J1 We will succeed in this shit together 😭🥵
    New rank achieved: Recruit
    Voluntary porn viewing · 10min 143 days cumulative
  • 12j
    J12 I don't even want to detail my relapses anymore.... I'm sickened by myself. 
    Ended on 09/08/2026 à 12h40
    Voluntary porn viewing Réunion SA Réunion DA Réunion DA CEDA 1896 days cumulative
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  • 16j
    J16 “Every day, two men walk in front of you.
    The old man offers you what you already know.
    The virtuous man asks you to become who you could be.

    Each choice feeds one of the two.
    And one day you turn around...
    and you find out which one you have become. »

    @Apple 😉
    944 days cumulative
  • 0j
    J0 This is where I will find my penance 
    Started on 09/08/2026 à 12h00
    Addiction level: 2 fois par jour
    Goal set: 30 days
  • 24j
    J24 I had a big urge.

    I remembered why I wanted to stop masturbating and I stopped edging, thank goodness. 

    I see a lot of guys who talk about self-loathing when I'm not disgusted by these things, that's why it's dangerous.

    On the other hand, I am disappointed because these activities are rather feminine and childish (learning to discover your body, etc.) and there it works much more than disgust and I stop immediately.

    I immediately imagine my ideal, what I want to embody, and masturbation is not part of this plan.

    Now I have to keep this in mind at every major urge to desensitize myself or even stop altogether putting my left hand in the calbute as soon as I have an impulse, otherwise there is a good chance I will give in to it.
    Edited 14 hours ago
    Edging · 1min Meditation Pensées sexuelles · 2min J’ai fait une randonnée · 2h 1507 days cumulative
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  • 849j
    J849 I'm going to go back on vacation for a week 🤩
    1463 days cumulative
  • 3j
    J3 I did some shit but I didn't completely break down and it's better this morning so I'm continuing 
    New rank achieved: - Page
    Voluntary porn viewing · 20min Edging · 1h 563 days cumulative
  • 41j
    J41 While returning from vacation, well behaved during, it will be necessary to see with the return to normal life
    New rank achieved: Warrant Officer
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  • 21j
    J21 Very good month starting 
    Started on 18/07/2026 à 09h00
    New rank achieved: Sergeant
    Goal set: 30 days
    200 days cumulative
  • 17j
    J17
    First we build the rails, then we move the train.

    So your thoughts must first be clean to dare to hope to move forward with Stopfap[/b].

    Do you clean your house, your room, your bed?

    Clean your thoughts. If in your head the cleaning is not done, then it will remain "dirty", do you understand?



    Connecté au tout Je "suis", et c'est déjà pas mal n'est-ce-pas ? Synchronocités 452 days cumulative
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  • 5j
    J5 WE GET UP! 
    Ended on 09/08/2026 à 08h10 — Overexcitement
    Goal failed: 76 days
  • 23j
    J23 Small health problems yesterday, which prevented me from going out a little and walking and returning to geographical celibacy (fortunately these comings and goings end at the beginning of September). Loneliness and difficulty in working a little, therefore boredom, therefore edging. How logical everything is in our chaotic addicted lives.. How also withdrawal makes one patient: I was with a former colleague who kindly telephoned me, but who for almost an hour spoke to me about his professional problems, about this, and also about that... I also thought that with withdrawal we show a little interest in others.
    Book in progress
    Réflexions sur la littérature - Albert Thibaudet
    Page: 77 / 1745
    Voluntary porn viewing Edging Reading Kiss Close 268 days cumulative
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  • 40j
    J40 And there you have it, mission accomplished.

    40 days without any porn viewing. If I have to be picky, I would say that we could put 5 minutes of voluntary erotic consultation, I looked, it disgusted me, I closed it.

    and 15/20 minutes of "Edging", obligatory when I had to be at the top of my form at the bottom for various reasons, it felt good but I still had the feeling of doing something wrong.

    In 40 days, I feel like I have become another person. The two times I reached 60 days I had never achieved such a feeling of being on the right path.

    All this just by removing porn from my life.

    Go 60 days, I will do some new introspection at this point, I still have lots of things to analyze and heal. Then afterwards I would stop fixating on this meter and I would simply live.
    New rank achieved: Warrant Officer
    Goal achieved: 40 days
    378 days cumulative
  • 4j
    J4 Today hiking with the family. You'll have to adapt to the pace but it's cool to enjoy these moments.
    Small slip this morning but quickly back online. We continue the fight. 
    New rank achieved: Soldier
    Voluntary erotic content viewing 212 days cumulative
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  • 7j
    J7 Finally some consistency, it’s been a long time!
    I'm staying the course!
    New rank achieved: Corporal
    Cold shower Workout · 5h15 792 days cumulative
  • 1642j
    J1642 4 and a half years of Seminal Retention today, FORCE!
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  • 0j
    J0 I definitely broke up with this girl I had been with since December 2025. 

    The problem is me, me and my moods when I fap, I become hyper distant and cold. But who knows why I gave this girl a chance when deep down I didn't even want to be in a relationship, there are times in life when things fall on you and you almost become a spectator. And looking back, I have this feeling. 
    I screwed up and I feel like I lost 1 more year in my Stop Fap goal. 
    I will probably take 1 year of subscription to the site and this time it will be my last chance. 
    It also coincides with the time I'm going to stay at this job that I started almost a year ago. 
    Edited 1 day ago
    Started on 08/08/2026 à 00h00
    538 days cumulative
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    Neibaf
    8 hours ago:
    @Apple: Thank you very much for your support haha, I think that between me, her brother and the grandfathers, she will be well protected! 
     
    But yes, a tense world, because the main problem for me is laxity and lack of education, and my children will be well trained to not do shit and also know how to face this world of bullies 😉
    Aper
    8 hours ago:
    @Gigawill: Like you, I don't have the feeling of disgust but I simply don't want to be a wanker, so I perfectly understand what you are expressing.
    In the event of a strong impulse I tend to put my hand in the calbut (or if it happens to me at night to take it in hand), I would say that it is a virile behavior which does not pose a problem provided that you absolutely prohibit any movement of stimulation so as not to fall into edging, while knowing that a brief edging is preferable to ejaculatory masturbation. 
    Gigawill
    7 hours ago:
    @Aper: Ok so that's normal, thank you for your testimony. At night I also wake up and find myself squeezing my package with my hand but it must be an old habit.
    Gigawill
    6 hours ago:
    @middle_boy: Don't think about it, you'll feel guilty for nothing. Think back to the 81 days that you did a few weeks ago, you just have to resume the same good habits by reducing what is harmful (the P) and by feeling your impulses by not necessarily giving in to them. 

    Go, good luck! 
    Alpha5
    5 hours ago:
    @Legolas2: A thought for you and your mother. May she rest in peace. 
    Nepsis
    4 hours ago:
    @JiroLeVrai:
    Perhaps you would prefer to no longer feel the slightest attraction?

    The problem is that we human beings have demonized sexuality and desire for centuries. Eventually, there are some who almost end up feeling guilty simply because they like a woman.

    If you're attracted to women, it's natural. Desire is part of you.

    So why be ashamed of it? Where is the harm in that?!

    Don't deny your masculinity. You're a man, accept it! 

    YOU ARE NOT A MACHINE!

    Soon, you'll feel guilty about what... wanting to pee, being hungry or thirsty?!

    Yes, you look. Yes, you desire.

    But that doesn't mean you have to become a slave to your impulses.
    That's the difference: you can feel desire without letting it control you.
    You can find a woman attractive, admire her, feel something... while remaining respectful and in control of yourself.

    The goal is not to kill your desire.

    It’s about learning to live with it, without it ruling your life.

    Pull yourself together, my friend!

    May the force be with you Edité 4 hours ago
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    Emrys
    2 hours ago:
    @Exudo: Cc Exudo and @Apple
    I remember approximately 5 years ago, it was at the very beginning when I was registered on this site I was 16 years old, a question and an interrogation was itching my mind, no adult I promise you no teacher
     even, could not give me an answer waiting for what I was hoping for, it was a question that put me in a situation of misunderstanding and revolt
    , and every time I spoke to my elders, to adults, I was constantly pushed away (this kid is annoying).
    So I already wasn't everyone's friend,

    At the time my friend Exudo I was incomprehension to see that millions of people were saddened in front of a monument (the Paris cathedral on fire at the time) something material, a monument which I believe is 850 years old and I realized that its people in the space of a few days, barely a few weeks.  we will say rather a few days we managed to give the necessary energy (1 billion or almost) to redo and rebuild the cathedral. 
    and I, in my adolescent mind at the time, said to myself, but are we capable today of putting the same energy into the melting glaciers and the cooling of the planet, for these millions of children who are dying of hunger on each side of the planet, they are not 850 years old, they have millions of years of life in them.
    Outraged at the time (still now) about human behavior, I asked the question on this site, but are we the priorities that human beings give to all that?  
    and I asked if anyone was able to answer me,
    There weren't 50. There were only two, the two great brains of the site. , the duo Exudo & Pedrixeus.
    I remember you answered me independently with extraordinary tact and accuracy, I didn't weigh my words too much at the time and you didn't even judge me and I still thank you for that today.
    Apple wasn't there yet at that time; it came shortly after.
    My friend Exudo I have always had a vocation that called me from within, exactly like an intuition, very young I always wanted to write, I always had the taste to communicate, to transmit (at my level of course) you see Exudo honestly very sincerely I am happy when I see or when I say something that does good to people.
    I would say one thing to Master Exudo, of the teacher that you were for me, the teacher does not shy away from the progress of his student, but he accomplishes it in him.

    Receive my immense respect.
     
    saya9278
    1 hour ago:
    @Legolas2: Great courage to you, sincere prayers 🤲🏼 Edité 1 hour ago
    Mohamed67Ghost
    25 minutes ago:
    @middle_boy: J'ai le même soucis que toi mais je ne baisse pas les bras on est ensemble fréro 
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