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J22 Anniversary today of mom's death. So prayer for/to her. A little walking, a little work, a little reading, and also paying attention to diet. I'm trying not to think about the medical exams for mid-September, which is turning out to be easier than I thought. Happy weekend to the members of the Masters! (and others too of course!)Book in progressRéflexions sur la littérature - Albert Thibaudet
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- J0 If only I have more of my memory of the images that I saw earlierEdited 23 minutes ago
- J13 For 13 days I have noticed the changes every day:
Day 1 -
8 a.m.: extremely tired. I drank 2 glasses of rum, got drunk around midnight then did it again at 4am. Disgusting nightmare (tightening muscles in the lower left abdomen) because I'm cold with my wife.
3 p.m. - stress and ds my bubble!! I shake my leg a lot! Still a little tense compared to this morning. And if I was home alone this afternoon it's almost certain that I would have been tempted by the sh*t.
Day 2:
8am - slept a lot better I needed it. No excitement. How are you. Nothing special
3 p.m. - I feel a lot better. Well, it's okay... I had lunch with X and another colleague of hers. Very nice. Good atmosphere. I was a joker.
Day 3:
8 a.m. - RAS
3 p.m. - RAS. A little tense in the legs. As per usual. I'm on pilottest it's so hard.
I want to say that it is still thanks to StopFap that I passed my exam in 2019 and I am convinced of it.
Day 4:
8am - I still have the feeling of having gained confidence in myself... It's a simple feeling that I have. Safer... Less tired. Things are better with my wife.
3 p.m. - flush. I'm going to fly with an AT3 in an aeroclub. First flight.
Day 5:
8am - flush
3 p.m. - flush. - J0 It's still running, my weight is decreasing day by day. Day
85kg. Fasting (from 100kg)
My running performance is also improving day by day
I miss a job on the sideStarted on 09/08/2026 à 17h18 - J238 It's probably reactionary... the impulse is particularly intense!
It is therefore particularly interesting to master it. - J1471 Well, like for my first child, the postpartum months are going to be tough, plus Madame has big bags with breastfeeding, so I'm sure I won't be indifferent...
And a pregnant woman at the end of pregnancy is borderline nhympo so even harder to go through the big dry period while she recovers physically and emotionally...
In a moment of weakness, I grabbed my cock but I held it really tight, telling myself that I had no right to fail there and let off steam outside to make a fence to evacuate under the dodger 😅New rank achieved: - Pape - J12 I don't even want to detail my relapses anymore.... I'm sickened by myself.Ended on 09/08/2026 à 12h403 1
- J16 “Every day, two men walk in front of you.
The old man offers you what you already know.
The virtuous man asks you to become who you could be.
Each choice feeds one of the two.
And one day you turn around...
and you find out which one you have become. »
@Apple 😉
- J24 I had a big urge.
I remembered why I wanted to stop masturbating and I stopped edging, thank goodness.
I see a lot of guys who talk about self-loathing when I'm not disgusted by these things, that's why it's dangerous.
On the other hand, I am disappointed because these activities are rather feminine and childish (learning to discover your body, etc.) and there it works much more than disgust and I stop immediately.
I immediately imagine my ideal, what I want to embody, and masturbation is not part of this plan.
Now I have to keep this in mind at every major urge to desensitize myself or even stop altogether putting my left hand in the calbute as soon as I have an impulse, otherwise there is a good chance I will give in to it.Edited 14 hours ago1 3 - J3 I did some shit but I didn't completely break down and it's better this morning so I'm continuingNew rank achieved: - Page
- J41 While returning from vacation, well behaved during, it will be necessary to see with the return to normal lifeNew rank achieved: Warrant Officer
- J21 Very good month startingStarted on 18/07/2026 à 09h00New rank achieved: SergeantGoal set: 30 days
- J23 Small health problems yesterday, which prevented me from going out a little and walking and returning to geographical celibacy (fortunately these comings and goings end at the beginning of September). Loneliness and difficulty in working a little, therefore boredom, therefore edging. How logical everything is in our chaotic addicted lives.. How also withdrawal makes one patient: I was with a former colleague who kindly telephoned me, but who for almost an hour spoke to me about his professional problems, about this, and also about that... I also thought that with withdrawal we show a little interest in others.Book in progress
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1 5 - J40 And there you have it, mission accomplished.
40 days without any porn viewing. If I have to be picky, I would say that we could put 5 minutes of voluntary erotic consultation, I looked, it disgusted me, I closed it.
and 15/20 minutes of "Edging", obligatory when I had to be at the top of my form at the bottom for various reasons, it felt good but I still had the feeling of doing something wrong.
In 40 days, I feel like I have become another person. The two times I reached 60 days I had never achieved such a feeling of being on the right path.
All this just by removing porn from my life.
Go 60 days, I will do some new introspection at this point, I still have lots of things to analyze and heal. Then afterwards I would stop fixating on this meter and I would simply live.New rank achieved: Warrant OfficerGoal achieved: 40 days - J7 Finally some consistency, it’s been a long time!
I'm staying the course!New rank achieved: Corporal - J0 I definitely broke up with this girl I had been with since December 2025.
The problem is me, me and my moods when I fap, I become hyper distant and cold. But who knows why I gave this girl a chance when deep down I didn't even want to be in a relationship, there are times in life when things fall on you and you almost become a spectator. And looking back, I have this feeling.
I screwed up and I feel like I lost 1 more year in my Stop Fap goal.
I will probably take 1 year of subscription to the site and this time it will be my last chance.
It also coincides with the time I'm going to stay at this job that I started almost a year ago.Edited 1 day agoStarted on 08/08/2026 à 00h001 4
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